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    Wednesday, October 07, 2009, 12:37 AM

    i get easily irritated when i talk to somebody on the phone and they do not listen to what i'm saying.
    like they are doing something else and not concentrating on the conversation,
    or simply stoning and switching off on you.


    even worse when i have to repeat what i had just said several times,
    sounding like an old record on playback only each time getting louder
    and also having to steer the conversation back on track,
    if not it'd just be quiet on the other side and before you know it
    conversation switches to some totally unrelated topic.


    it really gets on my nerves
    no matter it being a friend, boyfriend or family member.


    imagine this..


    scenario 1


    me: *talking about topic A*

    other person: *silence* *doing whatever it is in the background*

    *few more moments of silent with continued noise in background*

    other person: *starts talking about topic (%&@*)$&)@$^(&$ which has totally NO link to topic A*

    me: *has to repeat topic A if not other person would have totally forgotten*


    or if not..


    scenario 2


    me: *talking about topic A*

    other person: *silence* *doing whatever it is in the background*

    *few more moments of silent with continued noise in background*

    other person: *asks why i am so quiet*

    me: *explain that i asked a question and am waiting for an answer*

    other person: *asks what was the question*

    me: *repeats the question*

    other person: *asks what was the topic we were originally talking about*

    me: *refreshes the other person's memory*

    other person: *asks what is the question again*

    me: *seriously wants to sock the other person in the head*


    how can you not want to strangle the other person??!!
    it seriously irritates the shit out of me
    and it happens all the time!!
    ARGHSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!




    nicole<3

    Wednesday, September 23, 2009, 1:45 AM
    i am confused.

    like the title says,
    i am confused.


    i don't know what direction i want to take in terms of the start of my career.
    should i stick with the hospitality industry?
    or should i get an office job instead?


    many pros and cons on either side,
    and i can't decide which ones are more important to me.
    higher pay with more excitement but irregular hours
    or a more stable environment with time to spend with friends/family?
    i don't know what i want to do or where i see myself in 5 years time.
    makes me question whether i made the right choice by sticking to tourism for my degree.


    arghs.
    i should seriously sit down and think thoroughly about it one day.


    for now,
    random highlights..


    i finally met up with weiye, maurice and tianyu after 358902189064583768037673687014 years
    and nothing has changed.
    they are still exactly the same.
    still the most goodlook-ing group of guy friends i have,
    (although everyone looks lok kok in this photo :X)
    still as fun and lame as before,
    and also still as irritating as hell when they want to disturb me.


    i like this picture.
    i think dumb dumb xiang has a nice side profile
    and it looks nice that he 'looks like' he's looking adoringly at me.


    i was having a good hair day last thursday.
    my bangs actually behaved and remained straight and neat.


    unlike on sat where it curled and gaps kept creeping out
    as you can see in this pic
    but that's not the mainpoint.
    the main focus of this picture is that pair of cheapo geeky glasses that i bought that night which are totally useless
    but which totally made me happy.

    and today i splurged at diva
    on this set of animal/african inspired vintage-like bangles.
    i find them rather unique.
    chio right? :p




    nicole<3

    Thursday, September 17, 2009, 3:00 AM

    omg, this japanese game show is so goddamn funny!!
    the contestants are sent back to school for 24 hours
    and during this time they are not supposed to laugh for the entire game
    whenever they do, they get whacked by guys with wooden swords.
    lmao~*
    (oh, and one of the guys is kinda cute! :X)


    warning: this is a 15-part show, don't say i didn't warn ya. :p


    high school part 1




    nicole<3

    Sunday, September 13, 2009, 10:20 PM
    because he loves me.

    dumb dumb xiang's going for his reservist tomorrow
    and this time it's high key
    which means he'll have to go outfield and stuff
    and for 3 weeks!!
    luckily he'll get to come out on certain nights.


    so he came over earlier
    and he just cut his hair!!
    damn cute la cos he looks like a boy boy now.
    hur hur.





    i just had my bangs trimmed too yesterday
    and i look like an idiot now.
    -______-"


    and those eyebags.
    *hideous!*




    so cute.
    hahah!



    and because i'd been telling him i wanted to read this book,
    especially after we'd just watched the movie on friday
    he got it for me.
    loves.
    (:




    nicole<3

    Tuesday, September 08, 2009, 1:53 AM

    on much much much brighter notes..


    1) after 2 years and counting,
    my very ancient psp has finally been updated to 5.00 software.


    2) i've been peeling like crazy and my "chocolate" flakes are falling all over my floor and bed and i look like i have skin disease on my back/shoulders/chest (not exactly a good thing)


    this is how tan i got
    (maisha is half indian and i am darker than her! o.0)
    and this picture was taken the night before i started peeling.


    ohh my lovely chocolate flakes..
    hahah!


    sze hui makes the most awesome cookies ever!
    they are super duper chewy and super duper yummy.
    their chewy-ness reminds me of subways' cookies. (that's how chewy they are)


    you can't see from the picture
    but the cookie is filled with yummy goodness.
    white choc, pistachios, rainsins and cranberries!!
    <3

    some of my cheap finds from candy empire
    all of which cost only $1.90 each except for the eclipse sweets.
    but the cinnamon eclipse is totally worth its price
    it is the best mint sweet i have ever eaten hands down!!
    :D

    sweetsssssss~*


    I WANT A RAGDOLL KITTY CAT TOO!!!!
    my friend shared these photos with me via msn


    how cute can??
    and those blue eyesssssss.

    awwwwwwwwwwww~*
    i swear i'd hug it like crazy and bring it home if i see it.
    :X


    and last but definately NOT least,
    my current favourite picture with dumb dumb xiang~*
    (:
    i'd hug him like crazy and bring him home too.
    (except he'd be too heavy to carry, unlike a kitty)
    hiak hiak hiak~*


    xiang & cole




    nicole<3

    12:57 AM

    this really shouldn't faze me,
    but i just can't help but feel bothered.


    so one of my uni classmates decided to upload one of those photos
    where you tag your friends according to which pictures/phrases/descriptions describes them the best.
    (this seems to be the in-thing in fb now cos everyone is doing it)


    lets call her A.
    so this is the picture A uploaded and tagged all of our classmates who has an fb account.



    many many categories right??


    and apparently of all categories,
    she decides to tag me as....
    oh what do you know, DESPERATES. (seriously dude, WTF??!!)


    because my screen is so small
    and i can't do the hover-over-name-and-smal-box-will-appear over where i have been tagged
    i had to hover over every icon one by one to see where my name was.
    i hovered over all the icons i thought she might have tagged me to
    but couldn't find my name.
    so i tried every single one after that
    and to my dismay..
    WTF IS "IB FUCKED"??!!


    personally i am not very close to A.
    and i don't know if she was just joking when she tagged me as such
    or did she have some hidden meaning to it.
    but still, even if it were a joke,
    i don't think you'd joke about such things with someone you AREN'T close to.



    so i leave a comment
    and this is what i get.

    the first thoughts that came to mind after her reply was
    "knnccb" and "wtf is that supposed to mean"
    am i so close to you that you'd know whether i was always on the lookout for rides, bikes and fun?
    and wtf is the part about men supposed to be??
    do i share juicy details about how cute every guy is or how i want to shag random passerby??
    are we like bffs or something?


    i actually want to reply in a pissed off tone
    but decided not to because everyone else will be on A's side and would say i was overreacting.
    (i seriously regret putting the "lols", made my comment seem too friendly)
    *GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR*
    bloody irritated.
    there were other categories that weren't filled up
    if she didn't know where else to tag me couldn't she have given some other random one or just not tag me at all?


    i feel bloody insulted,
    (cos i know if there is ONE thing i am not, i am NOT desperate. i have fucking been ever-so-loyal during all of my relationships no matter how fucked up the guy was and i don't flirt/sleep around)
    especially when it comes from a mere acquaintance.
    if you think i am then GO FUCK OFF.


    okay, i don't exactly feel better after ranting
    i am still pissed off and feel very "KNNCCB and WTF"-ish.
    damn!




    nicole<3

    Tuesday, September 01, 2009, 6:20 PM

    i feel like shit again right now.




    nicole<3

    12:53 AM

    just a little something i found fairly amusing
    and couldn't stop laughing at earlier when i was with sze.


    she was showing me this webbie featuring key places of interest to visit in beijing
    and we were looking up the clubs section when i came upon this paragraph.




    for the benefit of people who are nearly blind/lazy to maximize the photo,
    it says:


    (but you must go here to see the lasers. must be several million dollars worth. they get turned on for an hour or so, 2-3 times per night.)


    okay,
    so you have to read it from a more naughty point of view.
    lasers getting turned on for an hour 2-3 times a night??
    (how lucky! :p )
    LMAO~*




    nicole<3

    12:10 AM

    so on saturday i went to sentosa in the afternoon right?
    i also ended up getting sun burnt.
    so for now, these are my best friends.




    to think i only bought the banana boat lotion on sunday
    and today(monday) it's already almost half gone.
    and i couldn't find the green banana boat soothing gel.
    it seems like they've stopped manufacturing it here in singapore cos even vivo/habourfront doesn't sell it.
    how can? i loved that gel!!
    ):



    and the other thing i had wanted to blog about.
    stick on bras are a godsend when you have really painful burns on your shoulders/back
    seriously!!
    been using it for the past 2 days
    no pain from straps or buckles
    just stick it on and you're good to go!
    :D




    nicole<3

    Monday, August 31, 2009, 5:32 PM

    My first attempt at blogging using my iphone. it's pretty darn irritating esp when there's no button to skip to the next line and i have no idea why but the font is preset at caps so every letter i type i have to change to small caps first. -_____-" this sucks!! shall blog what i wanted to when i get home instead. O.o




    nicole<3

    Sunday, August 30, 2009, 4:26 PM

    happy 20th monthsary my dearest dumb dumb xiang~*
    :)





    nicole<3

    Saturday, August 29, 2009, 4:08 AM

    what sucky weather,
    it's raining again
    at 4am in the morning.


    it had better not rain later in the day
    especially when i'm at sentosa or while riding.
    it would be damn depressing to be stuck in the rain at some random hut/shelter/bus stop/hdb block etc.




    nicole<3

    Friday, August 28, 2009, 4:34 PM

    i have 3 gatherings to go to tomorrow.


    the first one at sentosa at 10am with poly classmates
    the second at pasir ris at about 7pm with uni classmates
    and a third at serangoon gardens at 10/11pm with team illusion.


    OMG,
    gonna be so bushed and exhausted by the end of tomorrow
    especially when i have to travel all over singapore.
    will probably ride to pasir ris and gardens
    hopefully the weather won't be as sucky as its been the past few days. *crosses fingers*




    nicole<3

    12:09 AM

    why is it that he was the one who had not planned things properly
    and did the wrong things and said the wrong words
    which ended up making me disappointed and spoiling the surprise he was planning to give me


    but i am the one ending up feeling the most upset about it
    and feeling like i ruined my own surprise?
    what a sucky feeling.
    :(




    nicole<3

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